By Dija Munawar<\/i><\/p>\n
WTBU DJ Dija Munawar chatted with Noah Kahan ahead of his show at Paradise Rock Club in October.<\/p>\n
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Dija Munawar: You came to Boston earlier this year. How did this weekend\u2019s performance differ from your previous one?<\/strong><\/p>\n Noah Kahan: The last time I was in Boston to perform it was over the summer when I toured with James Bay. This past weekend I was headlining, so I would say that\u2019s the biggest difference. I got to play my whole hour and a half set and I knew that the people there [this past weekend] bought tickets to see me, so I got to be myself a little more, and it was really special that I got to play all of my songs to really show who I am to the crowd and let that resonate with them.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n DM: Have you noticed if crowds are different amongst the different cities? For example, do Boston crowds stick out because you\u2019re from around here?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: Boston shows are very different because playing Boston means that all my friends come and it\u2019s me getting heckled a little bit. I get to be myself with the crowd and tons of memories are brought up. The energy is cool and a lot of my songs and relationships reference Boston and where I\u2019m from, Vermont, and it\u2019s interesting hometown energy for me\u2026 playing in Boston is always special.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: Tell me a little bit about your motivations behind writing \u201cCynic\u201d. Was it scary to write? It seems like it\u2019s mostly about your mental state, and personally I feel like that would be terrifying to let out into the world. <\/strong><\/p>\n NK: Writing \u201cCynic\u201d was definitely challenging because it was a very specific song to my experience, and I wrote about alienation and anxiety that comes with that, but it was something I felt like I needed to get out. It was cool because I wrote a song about this negativity and cynicism I had about the music industry and that I should create a single about it. I felt like I shouldn\u2019t always have to be positive about it, but serious and real about my experience. It was a refreshing experience and definitely frightening at first as well as a daunting challenge.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: Speaking specifically about Busyhead<\/em>, I noticed a theme throughout it to be identity crisis\u2014I wanted to ask if I\u2019m correct in saying that, and if I am, then what triggered it, and how did you manage your identity crisis?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: I think just having to face who I am in the music industry and find out how to market myself as who I am and who I want to be as an artist, and who I\u2019m going to be as a person and how I\u2019m going to do and manage those things as variables. I wanted to explore those feelings and write about what I\u2019m going through. I wanted to write about the crisis of self both professionally and personally, so it was kind of a culmination of those thoughts.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: Going off of that, you tend to write about your intimate feelings. Do you start songwriting immediately after something happens, or do you let the feeling and situation simmer and ruminate before writing about it? What\u2019s your songwriting process?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: The things that happen to me manifest themselves into song unexpectedly and sit in my brain a little bit and my life and in my psyche. When I do write, I try to write honestly every time and let it come out naturally. I try not to be like \u201cI have to write about this crazy thing that just happened to me\u201d and live in this weird loop of waiting for an experience. I also don\u2019t think that some things need to be immediately written about\u2026 sometimes you can\u2019t write about thing if you don\u2019t understand them and give perspective to your mind. I just let it sit around and let it happen naturally and write about the experiences that are ready to be written about instead of trying to force anything right away.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: Your music tells a story. How did you develop a taste for storytelling\u2014or is it more of what you were saying how the words are going to come to you when they\u2019re ready to come out?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: I grew up listening to artists who told stories: Paul Simon, Cat Stevens, The Lumineers\u2014people that could tell a story and make it feel relatable and also specific to the experience. I realized through my songwriting that I\u2019m a huge lover of literature, film, and podcast, poetry\u2026 I love storytelling and I think it\u2019s the best kind of form of writing and the art that is and try to make sure that I tell a story too just because I am living a story, and I think it\u2019s important to share that through your music, and speak your truth, I guess, into the world. And I want to do that the best that I can.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: What\u2019s the toughest thing to write and sing about? Or if you\u2019ve already crossed that bridge, then what was it like performing that in front of a crowd?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: A song I\u2019ve written and performed live would be \u201cCarlo\u2019s Song,\u201d which is a song I wrote for my friend who passed away and I loved a lot. Writing that was hard because you have to memorialize the person in a respectful way to yourself, to your memory of him, to the family, and their memory of him. I try to approach that song carefully so that I say what I wanted to say and I say it the right way and to make sure that I was doing justice to my buddy. Playing that song live is wonderful because I feel like I remember him every night and I feel like I keep his memory alive with me when I play that song and I think people connect their own memories of grief to that, too, which has been the most wonderful result of that song being recorded and played. I think his family really liked it and I think they believe I did him justice\u2014I feel like I did, and that\u2019s important to me.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: One of my favorite songs is \u201cMess\u201d. You have a really interesting line it in that has to do with being able to decipher what\u2019s important from what\u2019s unimportant\u2014is this a fear that you have that\u2019s caused by gaining fame and traction, or elsewhere? I\u2019m wondering where it come from.<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: I think the more I\u2019ve gotten into the success-side of things and the results of those success of my career\u2014which have been great and I\u2019m so grateful for them\u2014there\u2019s a lot of bullshit that comes with it. I see it, and I know that a part of my wants it, but the part of me that started doing this wouldn\u2019t care about it, and I want to invest in writing about deciphering between what matters to me , what always mattered to me, and what matters to me now, and why that matters to me now, and do I need this\u2026 it shouldn\u2019t matter to my now.<\/em> I\u2019ve thought about leaving it all behind and coming back home and still be the same person. If I could be the same person I was when I got into the music industry, would I go home and give it all up is the question. If I could just leave everything I knew and just leave all the shit going on in my life\u2026 if I could leave it all behind\u2026is a question I think about.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: If you could create a band by hand-picking individual artists dead or alive, who would you pick, and what type of music would you create with them?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: I think I would do, a 4-piece band… I would have Justin Vernon from Bon Iver in the background vocals. I would have Graham Nash singing lead, I would have John Lenon playing the guitar and<\/em> singing lead. And I would have\u2026 I\u2019m not sure who\u2019d I have on the drums\u2026 I guess I would have 5 people. I would have George Harrison playing lead guitar and then Ringo on the drums. I think that\u2019d be cool\u2014I think I\u2019d need to have three of the Beatles and then Bon Iver is probably my favorite artist and Nash is such a beautiful singer\u2026 I think it\u2019d be pretty cool. There\u2019d definitely be some drugs and alcohol. Even if we broke up after one album, it\u2019d be a great album!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: Would you be opposed to being given songs by other people to use, or is the writing process and what you sing so special to you that you wouldn\u2019t even consider that?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: I\u2019m actually doing that right now. I did this song that got pitched to me\u2026 I used to be very pressed about it and I loved writing all the songs I\u2019d do, but sometimes it\u2019s cool to try something new and not feel like I have to be so attached to the process. You know, the more you write and put yourself out there, the more you set yourself up for criticism and self-deprecation, so I took a song this summer that I didn\u2019t\u2019 write, and it\u2019s going to be released at some point. It\u2019s an EDM record, but it was unique and I\u2019m trying it out and giving myself a break to not be so critical of myself and not always be a part of the process. I don\u2019t want to make a pattern out of it, but it\u2019s something that I\u2019m willing to do if the right song comes along.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: When you\u2019re going down that rabbit hole of self-criticism, is there a mentor or someone you look up to help you through that, or do you mostly internalize it?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: I think I internalize it for a while, and I don\u2019t have a great poker face. I think those feelings of getting into a rabbit hole and spiraling just manifests itself. I have a lot of people in my life that I love and talk to\u2014my fans are so great and my mom and dad are so great, my manager, my songwriter friends\u2014I think the life that I live is one that is unique but not so unique that other people are living it too and I have lots of friends who are going through a similar thing of craziness. I have folks that I can talk to who give great advice in those spiraling moments, for sure.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n DM: Do you hope to evolve as an artist or do you want to stay the way that you currently are?<\/strong><\/p>\n NK: I think what I\u2019ve done so far, I\u2019ve let it happen naturally, so I think letting everything happen naturally is what\u2019s going to work for me. I\u2019m not going to force evolution. I hope my music grows with me and that people give a shit about my music and if they don\u2019t I\u2019ll go through the necessary steps to be better. I don\u2019t know I guess I\u2019ll see. The music follows who I am and becoming a better person is my goal.<\/p>\n